In these past two weeks, my busy life has slowed down—actually,
more of came to a screechingly slow crawl—because of the annual fall sickness. This
year it’s seemed worse than the past to me, although it’s possible that I just
haven’t gotten this sick in the past few years. Either way, it’s been bad.
Last week I had some germ that started off as a cough and
grew into an even bigger cough. I felt like I was coughing my lungs out. Yet,
no runny nose, no sore throat, no fever. Just coughing. Dry coughing. It
finally turned into a wet cough, but I’ve never encountered something like that
before. It drained the energy from me, and more than anything I just wanted to
come home and sleep every day after school and rehearsal (which, btw, you all
should come see Arsenic and Old Lace October 6, 7, or 8th). And, sometimes I
did sleep. But, those times that I did, my schoolwork just built up and I soon
felt overwhelmed. When one of my first exams came up on me last week, I
realized that both getting well and studying couldn’t fit into my schedule. That
night, I picked my health. The next day, I failed my exam.
This week, as soon as I was finally getting better, I caught
the second bug floating around school. This time it started as a sore throat,
turned into a nasty congestion filled nose blowing session, and now is a bad
dry cough. I finally decided to give in and accept that I should stay home from
school for a day and try to get a little better. And, it was glorious. I went
to bed at 9:45PM the night before, and woke up at 6:30PM the next day (I woke
up a few times to eat and things). I can’t tell if that was a good or bad
decision yet. But, right now, having gone back to school for a day, I feel like
it’s a bad one. I have a ton of work to make up. I’m not even sure how that
much work could fit into one day. But, it’s there, and I have to do it for
tomorrow.
I’m pretty sure it says something if I can’t even take a day
to recover without missing so much important stuff that's so impossible to make up. Don’t get me wrong, most of
the Uni teachers are very understanding and will do as much as they can to help,
giving extensions and whatnot. But, there are still those few who just expect
you to dive right back into everything even though you’re still at the bottom
of the pool from that last belly-flop of a dive you took. The entire school is
sick because no one will stay home when they’re sick, because no one has the
time or energy to fit in two days worth of school into one once they come back.
Even trying to fit in a little bit of work that you missed into your
regular homework is so hard because so many of the teachers just slip around
the rule about having no more than 30 minutes of homework a night. I’m not
totally sure where I was going with this, but I should probably wrap it up so I
can get to that other homework I’ve been talking about for a majority of this
post. Wish me luck.
Its crazy the number of people who have gotten sick at uni in the past few weeks. I have my fingers crossed that I will not get it... Hope you catch up and feel better!
ReplyDeleteIts crazy the number of people who have gotten sick at uni in the past few weeks. I have my fingers crossed that I will not get it... Hope you catch up and feel better!
ReplyDeleteI could totally hear your voice in this post! I think that this was a really good post, and it covered a lot of material clearly. I like that you showed and not told us the struggles that you had to go through. (especially loved the "chose my health" and the next line "failed exam"). Very effective sentences. We were sick buddies so I totally get the struggle of trying to makeup work and get better at the same time. Not anybody's fault, just hard. I think they should have a sick room with beds at Uni that also functions as a classroom.
ReplyDeleteI totally understand what you're trying to say. It's unfortunate that people feel forced to come to school even when they're not feeling well and the mountain of work that greets them when they do get back is unreal. I hope these waves of sickness around the school will subside soon.
ReplyDeleteAww man, I'm so sorry, but I totally understand. I've tried to learn to say no, to more things in my life, but then I always feel guilty and it's terrible. Society has made us feel like we must always be busy and sleepless and productive for life to be worth living. Usually I enjoy the things I do but... Sometimes I'm so worried about finishing all of them that I don't.
ReplyDeleteI can totally relate to your issue. I find myself contemplating staying home whenever I'm sick, but I just don't have the time to waste. Missing a test or homework assignments mean more work, so I find myself in your scenario more often than not. Great post!
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